Dare

I got what I wanted. I got what I ones thought was divine. Only my God knows what I have been through for it, what I have suffered and sacrificed.
Now, I am not smiling. I am not happy, nor sad. Just like it never happened, just like it was a dream. Just like I never wanted it...
It does not matter now. Just like it never did. I am here and my life continues. Without him, without them... I am alone. Just like I have always been.

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